Opening further the crack of relentless love, peeling back the soft transparent skin ready to fruit the full term baby inside, yes it is time like never before, in fact time has become the ticking pulse of every creation and movement surrounding me. I am allowing for that to happen. Green as the summer melon leaves that spread over the earth like a layer of new skin. New skin that I’ve waiting to blanket myself with. Opening the crack further is frightening at times, as if the light might possibly burn my eyes and in it I learn compassion as I feel my own fragility, which is the same fragility I see in your eyes. So the exchange might be that I close my eyes and let the heart guide completely, fully.
Last time I talked about responsibility that comes from opening heart and rather than an obstacle it has become the pillar of each action. Will I be strong enough to invite the light that brought me here? Will I bear to feel all those emotions that travel with the winds from afar, in their essence without shattering across my room into a million pieces? Will I bear the complete joy of freedom feeling grounded and strong like the great Sequoias?
I feel the love like never before and as a result I feel the brightness of all colors around me, the texture of every leaf, the dragonflies before me on their journey, the sounds of running water loud and clear, constant and determined, I feel the great waves thundering below my feet and its current pulling in each direction.
I am moving forward within every second shedding energies that no longer pertain to this body. I am inviting the breath, its softness and warmth to travel in every cell of my lineage, to finally let down the guards and move with each ebb and flow that my body knows beyond my own barriers. How will this transparency sustain your words and thoughts, your actions and differences as they come face to face with my new skin?
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