Debts

I told her it was an issue about money, not having enough, fear of repaying those loans and feeling stuck with resolution. So my life stops because how could it move forward, after all if you would hear the details you too would understand and say: you are right, nothing can done. But no we are here to feel the light, to be that light and these barriers are coming up for a great lesson. I can see most everything that comes across as a resistance to let the shine come through. Remembering back from childhood, I didn`t believe worthy enough to deserve being part of the prosperity or abundance, there was scarcity from the beggining so most of my life has been about "almost making it" "if I work hard enough" "other people can because they have more energy".

Owing money feels like being trapped, unable to move forward. Failed. I've been working since the age of 13... we would tell the people I would babysitt that I was 16, I always looked much older that I was to my advantage so we spend alot of times pretending, denying, covering up. So there was never enough, not enough clothes, activities, jewelry, houses, vacations, toys, cars. I take a breath in, remind myself that we are just clearing up the path.

So moving into the light, being that light means becoming acquainted each time, more and more that it is all an opportunity and that moving out of the fear of debts is stepping into affirming what I really am. A success!