Trust

8:35am

Expanding. That is how I feel when I finished the breath work. Relaxed and peaceful, peaceful enough to understand that no one can take me out of this space unless I allow it. 

Last night my intent was "Trust and continue Opening Heart". I realize that opening heart is just the beginning and then every old remnant will sneak in to see how much I trust. 

Some of the doubts arising simulate my voice or dress themselves in the old suit of "they don't really like you", "you are not good enough, cool enough, strong enough" 

Its tiring, boring and this is the moment I extend my roots even further, grounding real good and remember,

its all about remembering, reconnecting and trusting.

Trust is such a big one, trust with great devotion that in this state of relaxation there is nothing to worry, there is nothing to cling to. 

The dream is being part of the community and "Imagine" (John Lennon) that this community is coming together, its there already I just keep visualizing that those links are coming together of people at harmony, within joy, with pure love. 

I am a dreamer. 

I can dream.

I am dreaming the beautiful, the feminine, the Trust, the space to create.

Healing. 

This is the great possibility. If I move from insecurity to pure dreaming in every area of life. Dreaming the universe within me, dreaming the house I live in, the community I am part of, the neighborhood I visit each day, the state, the country, the planet, the galaxies...

It is all weaved together at some level and I am vibrating within its harmony to love all of it away, melt it away with love. That is how great our hearts are. 

And each time I go back to trust. Trusting that this moment is exactly the perfect moment. Trusting that this book is coming together. Trusting that my heart is leading and what a leader, it knows beyond the limits of my grasping, it knows beyond the limits of fear, resentment. 

That is all for today. Trust opens the doors as long as my roots are deep and thick, each day connected to the core of this Earth and allowing my heart to open up. 

Gratitude signing off.  

8:57am