wishing a change
is not enough,
only a suspicion,
of what could be and a wish
that is not enough, wanting to go through with what is needed
willing, a strong will is necessary,
the support undoubtely
is in place
and then experience the courage
firing rising to the Sun

its early morning, just now winding down from all
the aviary announcements,
all the rooster calling
and the incessant hunger chicks joining in
for some more food,
some more fun

early dawn,
sometime just before sunrise,
when its an in between the night about to end
and the opening of a new day,
somwhere in between
the crack of another layer
the sun will come through
somewhere

that is the maze and winding road
of the long awaited journey,
yes...somewhere in between
is where it rests
waiting for you to open your eyes

there is no hope
no wish 
nor longing 
the crack opens wide 
with your hands so the SUNLIGHT
can walk in
so the MOONLIGHT 
can guide through
your movement, 
a strong will and persistence 
and belief will break through most things
and then there is others that simply is just 
not time,
more sleep,
more rest 
for other gestations

tic tac
tic tac